Opportunities....

I guessed they've overlooked my application form... well, i've sent it and i got a letter from them stating that my application is being processed by spa and i'll just have to wait for any follow up actions from them.. It's kinda disappointing as I heard the news that the others have been called up and will be going through a certain test or interview while I haven't got mine yet.. I received the letter more than three months ago about it and I was really hoping that I would receive some good news on that...but it really depressed me... yup, a lot... after all my hard work, my efforts, and I even helped them to send their application form to the certain authorities...I didn't receive anything for that... hmm... really saddening...

I guess I should apply for furthering my studies... yeah, coz I think my work is not being appreciated and it seems like my job here is just to fill in the quota of the position that nobody wants to fill in... and also my dear, it's been twelve solid years working under the same roof, which I thought just small number of years working, while others regard this as a veteran teacher hehehe... hmm... i just have to get my gears and start doing something that will be more rewarding for myself as an individual and to my career...

Ya Allah... please listen to my prayers.... tolong lah hamba mu ini...