Wrong? or simply keeping silent?

Ever had the experience that whatever you say is always wrong? Or whatever you suggested is not accepted? Not even to the slightest thing? Yes....

It made one think twice on whatever have been said or whatever one wants to say something. I guess it is better to keep silent rather than being hurt most of the time.

People make their own rule and they don't like it if their rules are not followed. Just had a fair share of a saddening experience when you thought that it was OK to say one thing but then your best buddy rejected it with a stern remark. So, I thought then and again, why should I be the receiving end? Leaving me with such remarks while they just laugh their way, moving forward so fast as if nothing happened... I remembered a friend once said, be careful with what you say or do, coz the same thing may happen to you.... I guess it's all said and done... perhaps they didn't realize it... I prayed for the best...

Perhaps I'm just not that intelligible (intelligent and capable) like other talented and skill-full people... but I have feelings too... I guess that I should try something else or learn some more to improve myself. One thing that I learned about myself is that I'm not a born leader... I serve but not lead... This is one popular trait of a Virgo... not that I believe in zodiac signs, but I guess some of these traits does exist in me.. I don't expect people to do above par excellence or in other words be a perfectionist which I may say doesn't appear much in me.. not too much critical, but just an observer and an analyst...

However, I'm sensitive when other people criticise or say things about me (well, who wouldn't). I'm pretty sure most people does feel the same way as I do, agreed? I shouldn't think about what happened, but somehow the mind keeps on saying it is not alright. Ya Allah, please give me strength to overcome these fears, and please give me the guidance that can help me find a way that lead me to overcome the obstacles.