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thinking....
Posted by Leez A
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3:25 PM
Feeling stressed at work, I needed the time to relax myself when I got back home.... well, what I would do is surf the internet, or update my facebook, check who's online in msn messenger and chat... or watch tv...
Today, it felt like a long day hmm... well, after yesterday, the workshop and all that... it makes me think about what I should do to improve myself as an individual...
Didn't quite get enough rest last night as I couldn't sleep well due to the thinking mind as well as the weather, it was a stormy night last night.. around 2 something in the morning, power trip due to heavy voltage from the lightning and thunder... I think mum woke up before 3 am to get the power back up... but then after 4.40 am again we were surprised with the power cut off.. we didn't know what happened as the weather was already quite calm and not raining... I got out of bed to check on what's happening, saw my mum and dad already woke up..
I took my shower and performed my Solat Subuh and got dressed in baju kurung and was about to put on my tudong when I realized that "It's the sports CCA week". So, I changed to my sports attire and ate a little bit of breakfast. Took all my bags and macbook to the car and started the car engine.
Go to the school, still no power supply, I had to ask for the hailer as suggested by my colleague. Since I'm in-charge of the NSSCME test, I had to be in the hall most of the time from 7.30 am to 10 a.m. Imagine without power for more than two hours... I really pity the students as they had to take the test in their sweats... Really hot weather again today... but it was bright in the hall and the ventilation was quite okay... the test still continues till 10 a.m.
After the test, back to my workstation and luckily the power supply is back to normal.. alhamdulillah... cooler... :)
After 12.50 I went out of the office to do some errands in the bank... Got home around 1.40 pm, for solat zuhur and then got back to work to finish off the newsletter as well as preparing for the next test tomorrow... Thanks to my good friend and colleague who had done a great job of completing the printing.. :)
Still got a lot of marking to finish off... but I just don't want to bring the workload back home as it would make me more stressful... I got home and do the usual chores...
Turned on the tv... to watch a favourite tv series "Adamaya"... been watching the series since it's first appearance on TV3.. and loving it...
One scene in the series that made me think about relationships and family... that really touches my heart and felt a bit sad... when Adam and Maya argued... Adam told Maya to be responsible, Maya thought Adam is accusing her of being an irresponsible mother... but it wasn't Adam's intention to feel that way... Adam loves Maya so much but Maya didn't think of that as she's involved romantically with her old flame, Dani.. The sad thing is Amani is stuck in the middle, she would be a victim if Maya only thinks of herself... Adam loves the family, all the three of them as one and not 'us' as in 'you and me'... It tickled me in some way when Adam said those words to Maya... Why can't she see the picture? Adam has given her everything and yet she's wouldn't accept the fact that she has a family to take care of... Oh my, I just wish I could meet a man like Adam... hmmm... haha.. in my dreams perhaps.. nobody's perfect...
I just couldn't understand how two people can live together when one doesn't love the other, in this story, Maya married Adam but her heart is still with somebody else, Dani... This kind of relationship do happen, and Maya had to accept the fact that she's already married. The culprit, Dani still wants to win Maya's heart.. which I find quite stupid though he braved himself doing all those planning just to ruin some other people's marriage.. He's just so ridiculous... Istighfar.... he's just so unacceptable in the society...
This makes me think twice about marriage... it's difficult to find the right kind of guy who has the character as Adam... but there are lots of them similar to Dani... and vice versa... looking at the story line, it educates viewers about the impact of marriage, relationship with ex-lovers, friends and family.. I like this kind of series... It brings out the reality that happens everyday... hmm... am I ready for marriage..? well, I thought I am but in fact I'm not... there's still a lot to improve, ermm... when looking at Maya's character, it makes me think on how to be a better individual before I can love others or be loved by the right person... still learning....
Today, it felt like a long day hmm... well, after yesterday, the workshop and all that... it makes me think about what I should do to improve myself as an individual...
Didn't quite get enough rest last night as I couldn't sleep well due to the thinking mind as well as the weather, it was a stormy night last night.. around 2 something in the morning, power trip due to heavy voltage from the lightning and thunder... I think mum woke up before 3 am to get the power back up... but then after 4.40 am again we were surprised with the power cut off.. we didn't know what happened as the weather was already quite calm and not raining... I got out of bed to check on what's happening, saw my mum and dad already woke up..
I took my shower and performed my Solat Subuh and got dressed in baju kurung and was about to put on my tudong when I realized that "It's the sports CCA week". So, I changed to my sports attire and ate a little bit of breakfast. Took all my bags and macbook to the car and started the car engine.
Go to the school, still no power supply, I had to ask for the hailer as suggested by my colleague. Since I'm in-charge of the NSSCME test, I had to be in the hall most of the time from 7.30 am to 10 a.m. Imagine without power for more than two hours... I really pity the students as they had to take the test in their sweats... Really hot weather again today... but it was bright in the hall and the ventilation was quite okay... the test still continues till 10 a.m.
After the test, back to my workstation and luckily the power supply is back to normal.. alhamdulillah... cooler... :)
After 12.50 I went out of the office to do some errands in the bank... Got home around 1.40 pm, for solat zuhur and then got back to work to finish off the newsletter as well as preparing for the next test tomorrow... Thanks to my good friend and colleague who had done a great job of completing the printing.. :)
Still got a lot of marking to finish off... but I just don't want to bring the workload back home as it would make me more stressful... I got home and do the usual chores...
Turned on the tv... to watch a favourite tv series "Adamaya"... been watching the series since it's first appearance on TV3.. and loving it...
One scene in the series that made me think about relationships and family... that really touches my heart and felt a bit sad... when Adam and Maya argued... Adam told Maya to be responsible, Maya thought Adam is accusing her of being an irresponsible mother... but it wasn't Adam's intention to feel that way... Adam loves Maya so much but Maya didn't think of that as she's involved romantically with her old flame, Dani.. The sad thing is Amani is stuck in the middle, she would be a victim if Maya only thinks of herself... Adam loves the family, all the three of them as one and not 'us' as in 'you and me'... It tickled me in some way when Adam said those words to Maya... Why can't she see the picture? Adam has given her everything and yet she's wouldn't accept the fact that she has a family to take care of... Oh my, I just wish I could meet a man like Adam... hmmm... haha.. in my dreams perhaps.. nobody's perfect...
I just couldn't understand how two people can live together when one doesn't love the other, in this story, Maya married Adam but her heart is still with somebody else, Dani... This kind of relationship do happen, and Maya had to accept the fact that she's already married. The culprit, Dani still wants to win Maya's heart.. which I find quite stupid though he braved himself doing all those planning just to ruin some other people's marriage.. He's just so ridiculous... Istighfar.... he's just so unacceptable in the society...
This makes me think twice about marriage... it's difficult to find the right kind of guy who has the character as Adam... but there are lots of them similar to Dani... and vice versa... looking at the story line, it educates viewers about the impact of marriage, relationship with ex-lovers, friends and family.. I like this kind of series... It brings out the reality that happens everyday... hmm... am I ready for marriage..? well, I thought I am but in fact I'm not... there's still a lot to improve, ermm... when looking at Maya's character, it makes me think on how to be a better individual before I can love others or be loved by the right person... still learning....
